Sunday, April 12, 2026

Sweet serotonin rushes.

The old man is not well, his eye is ulcerated and requires medicine and attention. Friday night he woke me up several times, to get under the covers which is nice except when he gets in and out of bed.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 26:44
Pace: 8:37

Also, the new cat likes to get on top of me when I sleep, which is usually pleasant, but if Tiger is under the covers, then that's an issue. Anyway, it was a bad night's sleep. 

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 57°
Climate: overcast & beautiful
Mood: all right

Today, I will travel to Cincinnati to attend a recital/gig. The wife remains at home to care for an old cat.

2017 Playlist
Formidable Cool - Wolf Alice
Waving Through a Window - Ben Platt
On Hold - The xx
Green Light (Chromeo Remix) - Lorde
Serotonin Rushes - Fujiya & Miyagi
We Got the Power - Gorillaz ft. Jehnny Beth
High Ticket Attractions- New Pornographers
Bad Liar- Selena Gomez

Twenty years ago, on April 10, 2006, I was lamenting the fact that, though I had taken a running kit with me to London, I hadn't done any running. By that time in my life, I had gotten used to -- nay, looked forward to -- taking a run in New York City. Not that I had done it a lot, but I did a few times when I was there for the 2004 NY Fringe.
"Ran roughly four miles. Man, Sunday it is a free-for-all, everyone running in every direction. Keep your head up."
Millennium Bridge, 2006
But that was because I was squatting at an apartment two blocks from the Central Park on the Upper East Side. I knew my way around that part of New York. 
What's On Daddy's iPod?
Transatlanticism - Death Cab for Cutie
In spring 2006, we were staying at my brother's place in Battersea. I had not yet started using mapping programs to find my way around unusual places. The next year, when we returned for the I Hate This tour, I took a run in London and another in Plymouth. I had learned how to prepare.

This weekend, I am preparing by running at home on Sunday morning, and then hopefully on Tuesday, so I don't need to run in Cincinnati at all.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 162 lbs. (+2.0)

We're eating more junk food! Lot of grazing. And cookies. Time to bear down again.

Planks: yes
Push-ups: TBA
Sit-Ups: TBA

Friday, April 10, 2026

Requiem for a twat.

Throwing Muses
The Grog Shop, 4/9/2026
This year has been unnecessarily stressful. I mean, you could say that reaching back to forever. But in these recent years I had relaxed into a certain mode, one which involved seeing movies on my own, reading more, cooking, that kind of thing. I need to get back to that. Because otherwise, I'm just watching videos on YouTube.

Am I still middle age? Or am I leaning senior? I'm cool either way. Whatever. You know.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 27:13
Pace: 8:46

Spring vacillates. Perfect temps in the morning, it will rain this afternoon. So we run.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 59°
Climate: gorgeous
Mood: all right

1968 Playlist
Requiem pour un con - Serge Gainsbourg
The Letter - Nirvana Sitar & String Group
I Say a Little Prayer - Aretha Franklin
Daydream Believer - The Monkees
All Along the Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix
Harper Valley PTA - Jeannie C. Riley
Green Tambourine - The Lemon Pipers
Born to Be Wild - Steppenwolf
Classical Gas - Mason Williams
Those Were the Days * - Mary Hopkins

Man. Those kids would listen to anything.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 160 lbs. (-1.0)

Sometimes, often these days, I think about all the running. And that's not good. Because I think, God. That's a lot of running. And then I think, why am I doing this? It brings my enthusiasm down. Then I pull myself together and get out there, and I feel great. I feel great now, having run.

Folks think running is hard. But it's really just getting out there that is.

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: TBA
Sit-Ups: TBA

Wednesday, April 08, 2026

But still physically fit.

What will happen?

Distance: 3.2 miles
Duration: 28:21
Pace: 8:51

Snacking on Tuesday, all day. Chocolate, Cheez-Its, extra bowls of granola & yogurt. Watch that shit.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 57°
Climate: sunny & beautiful
Mood: pretty okay

1988 Playlist
VX Gas Attack - Skinny Puppy
All She Wants Is (US Master Mix) - Duran Duran
Awake and Watching - Click Click
I'm Your Pusher/Pusherman - Ice-T
Blind - Talking Heads
Beat of Love - Voice of the Beehive

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 161 lbs. (+1.0)

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: TBA
Sit-Ups: TBA

Monday, April 06, 2026

The type of person capable of such deceit.

Back to the gym. Sometimes it snows in April.

Distance: 3 miles
Duration: 25:56
Route: rec center
Temperature: 36°
Climate: light snow
Mood: getting busy

2008 Playlist
Sex On Fire (153 BPM) - Kings of Leon
Spaz - N.E.R.D.
Nada - Zoe
Sweet Dreams - Beyoncé
Black & Gold (Marcussen Album Version) - Sam Sparro
Long Division (164 BPM) - Death Cab for Cutie
L.E.S. Artistes - Santigold

Aught runs take me to some unhappy places. Which is shame. It was a special time.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes 
Weight: 160 lbs. (-0-)

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: TBA

Saturday, April 04, 2026

Time's running out.

A day off, at home. Entirely off, no outside responsibilities, except those that I have put off until today, to work on at my leisure. The house is a bit of a mess, isn't it always. But I have done laundry, and hope to sit out of doors and handle some extra-curricular work.

I spelled that correctly without even having to look it up.

Distance: 4 miles
Duration: 35:56
Pace: 8:57

Soon, baseball! Our first game is Monday. Should be cold and rainy, we shall see.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 74°
Climate: clear, breezy & warm
Mood: working it

1978 Playlist
Rasputin (Club Mix) - Boney M. ft. G. Mart
It Gets Me - The Rezillos
Every 1's a Winner - Hot Chocolate
Last Dance (12" Version) - Donna Summer
Tommy Gun - The Clash
Driver's Seat (12" Version) - Sniff'n'The Tears
This Year's Girl - Elvis Costello & the Attractions
Come Together - Aerosmith
Spinning Top - XTC

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 160 lbs. (-0-)

"Driver's Seat" was released in October 1978. Listening to that one-hit wonder on my run today, I was hit with a wave of memory, subtly felt memory. I was confused by the timing, because it was a preadolescent confusion ... but I was only ten that season.

I was, however, in fifth grade. And then it made sense. Because that was a big year. Later songs had more definition, this was a vibe, tapping into something that was only just beginning.

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: TBA 
Sit-Ups: yes

See you tomorrow.

Thursday, April 02, 2026

I really don't think you're strong enough. No.

Did a two hour shift at the food bank on Monday. I can't complain, my life is good. We were packing boxes for seniors, boxes would come down a (slowly moving) conveyor belt, and we would put items into it as it passed. My job was picking up two, one gallon grape juice bottles and placing them up and into the box next to each other.

Yeah, my arms are still a little sore. But I also have a repetitive stress injury in my right index finger. Two hours, that's no time at all. What a difficult gig. We packed 360 boxes. Worth it.

Distance: 4 miles
Duration: 35:49
Pace: 8:56

Some times, you just need to take an extra day. Parking buses, lots of time on my feet. And the weather has disagreed ... until today.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 73°
Climate: sunny & warm
Mood: all right

1998 Playlist
Blue Monday - Orgy
Believe - Cher
The Way - Fastball
Hoodoo Voodoo - Wilco
Torch - Sister Soleil
Let Me See - Morcheeba
Millennium - Robbie Williams
Dry the Rain - The Beta Band
Body Movin' (Fatboy Slim Remix) - Beastie Boys

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 160 lbs. (-1.0)

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

Monday, March 30, 2026

I see you walk past the demonstration.

"In like a lion and out like a different lion."
We finish March strong. Didn't think I could say that a week ago. In like a lion, out like a lamb. Fifteen runs. High-five.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 27:21
Pace: 8:49 (fuck, yes)

The other night, when I had a migraine, I had a new experience. Not an entirely unfamiliar experience, but a very disconcerting one. I kept hallucinating. Waking dreams. 

I would try to drift off, I would try to clear my mind, which is difficult to do when your head aches, and I would suddenly, very suddenly, be in some place, with something troubling to do. Like, I had spilled things I needed to pick up, or that there was something to find.

But I wasn't asleep. Or I was, for that one moment, and then just awake enough to tell myself, "This isn't real, you are in a bed, forget this, rest and sleep." And then it would happen all over again. It was horrible 

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 54°
Climate: clear & lovely
Mood: driven

2018 Playlist
Sunflower - Post Malone ft. Swae Lee
This Must Be the Place (Live) - David Byrne
Lash Out - Alice Merton
Do What You Want - The Presets
Actor Attractor - Johnny Marr
I'm Scum - Idles
Mother Maybe - Kadhja Bonet
How Did This Happen?! - Bodega

All bangers.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 161 lbs. (-4.0)

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

My favorite song of 2025. And, oh my God! The drummer sings!