Saturday, May 30, 2026

Life is short.

A chore-free Saturday. How far will we run?

Distance: 5.75 miles
Duration: 53:45
Pace: 9:20

The wife is having a tremendous west coast adventure (see photo) and I am celebrating the completion of the school year.

When she goes out of town, I have these fantasies of organizing and de-cluttering and that often lasts six hours on the first day.

As she is out over two weekends, not just one, I am hoping to accomplish more than usual. The weather has lifted my spirits.

Route: Forest Hill-Cain Park Loop
Temperature: 60°
Climate: ideal
Mood: good

Yesterday and today, I have felt pain across my chest. Not like "chest pain" but more like muscle pain, perhaps from overexertion, I do not know. After this run, I do not feel it any longer. 

High School Run (1982-1985)
Fantastic Day (12" Version) (152 bpm) - Haircut One Hundred
Since Yesterday - Strawberry Switchblade
Doctor! Doctor! (Phil Thornalley Remix) - Thompson Twins
New Religion (Carnival Remix) - Duran Duran
Don't Box Me In (160 bpm) - Stewart Copeland ft. Stanard Ridgway
Two Minute Warning - Depeche Mode
New Kind of Kick - The Cramps
Hello Again - The Cars
Last Night a D.J. Saved My Life - Indeep
What Rap! (Enjoy What You Do?) (Unsocial Mix) - Wham!
Black Diamond - The Replacements
Baby I'm a Star - Prince & the Revolution
(You Can Still) Rock In America (165 bpm) - Night Ranger
I Confess - The Beat

Remarkable, a longer run, a slower run, a casual run, a beautiful run. The result? My mind went places it does not normally go on a shorter run. I started thinking about the future, not the past, making plans for camp, for the writing workshop, and also the Wilde scene work.

Exercise is good. Thinking is better.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 165 lbs. (-0-)

If you watch a David Lynch movie before bed, don't be surprised if you have odd dreams.

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: TBA
Sit-Ups: TBA

We did it again! Fifteen runs in a month. Consistency. Three months running, a streak I have not maintained since 2023, the last period when I would try to run every day. It is a conscious choice not to run every day (unless making up for a missed day) and it has kept me, for the time being, from injury.

Thursday, May 28, 2026

Leaving me here on my own.

The days are full and occupied. I have something of a groove? The running, yes. And the writing, journaling mostly, but there's also the reading. Turning old ideas around in my head, trying to see something new, to interpret a classic story through a modern lens.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 27:42
Pace: 8:55 

Putting things away, throwing things away, selling them on eBay. Yesterday, I adjudicated the annual Shakespeare competition at a local independent school. That went well. Making phone calls, trying to learn new things about potential candidates.  

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 61°
Climate: beautiful
Mood: good!
"Can one confide oneself to somebody of whom one knows nothing but how his laugh sounds."
- "Metropolis" by Thea von Harbou
Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 165 lbs. (-0-)

Stayed up a bit too late last night, the kid came home from the studio and we sat up, just hanging out on the deck. Then Tiger wanted some 2:00 AM attention. Anyway, I didn't think I'd be up for a run this morning. But I am.

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

What's That Lyric?
Cruel Summer - Bananarama

I need to choose what I am going to run to the night before. It is stressful trying to choose right before I step out. Not like big stress, but it brings me down. And it's not necessary.

Saturday run? High school music. I think.

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

Nice try. Get out the way.

One more week in the school year. Soon we will put this mess behind us, I hope. It's not even a full week, and yet. It feels as though a month is laid out before me.

Last night, I heard some reassuring words. Sometimes I lose faith. Sometimes faith is provided to me without my asking.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 27:53
Pace: 8:59

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 63°
Climate: gorgeous
Mood: let's go!
"Nothing happens in Metropolis which does not come to my father's ears."
- "Metropolis" by Thea von Harbou (See: Matthew 10:29)
Stretches: yes
Water: no
Weight: 165 lbs. (+1.0)

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

What's That Lyric?
mangetout (The Dare Remix) - Wet Leg

Sunday, May 24, 2026

Wonder why you stopped getting high.

The wife has departed for points west, not to return for almost two weeks. The elder will join me in a day or so, but they have such a busy schedule I will still be largely on my own.

The school year winds to a close, there is so much yet to do. The question is whether I will be able to take advantage of my time alone to be productive, remain focused, and feel satisfied with how I am spending my time.

Distance: 3.2 miles
Duration: 28:35
Pace: 8:55

Prepared my first batch of cannabis brownies last night, yes, a 57 year-old man making the pot brownies. Would I be successful? I was. They hit after about an hour, I wisely took a modest sample because they turned out to be pleasantly potent. For the first time in many days, I slept well and long -- and still woke up before eight am. What a weekend! 

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 68°
Climate: partly cloudy & nice
Mood: mellow
"For the inventive spirit of man there is no Utopia: there is only a Not-yet."
- "Metropolis" by Thea von Harbou
"And if you use crack now ... get help now!"
- Jenny Lewis (1986)
Block Rockin' Weekend - The Current
Charles Bradley:
   Changes
   Heart of Gold
   Stay Away
Hank Williams:
   Your Cheatin' Heart
   Jambalaya on the Bayou (165 BPM)
   Honky Tonk Blues
Jenny Lewis:
   Red Bull & Hennessey
   Heads Gonna Roll

My shins, both of them, have been stressed. No doubt the result of a week spent on my feet, teaching three days of classes in schools. I will take additional ibuprofen and wear some bandages.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 164 lbs. (-1.0)

It's easier to manage my intake when I am alone. I set alarms for meals so I'm not thinking about it. But then I don't have to wonder; when does she get home? Six? Seven? Eight-thirty? We had dinner Friday night after 9 PM, of course I was snacking before then.

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

Friday, May 22, 2026

Evel Knievel, you got nothing on me.

Beautiful days, busy days, dizzy days. Teaching in West Geauga, interviewing candidates downtown, Wednesday I visited my elementary school in my old hometown. Surprised its lasted this long, I have been wanting to see inside of it before it inevitably disappears.

Elementary School Run (1974-1978)
New York Groove - Ace Frehley
Young Americans (178 BPM) - David Bowie
When the Whip Comes Down - The Rolling Stones
Neat Neat Neat - The Damned
Peg - Steely Dan
#9 Dream - John Lennon
Riding the Scree (162 BPM) - Genesis
Come Together (160 BPM)  - Ike & Tina Turner

Distance: 63°
Duration: 27:48
Pace: 8:57

So it happens, it will be torn down, and very soon. It's an old building -- not as old as I thought it was, it was built in 1947, but still. Almost eighty. Weird to think it was only twenty-seven years old when I started attending that school in 1974. But then, 1974 is also ancient history.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 63°
Climate: damp
Mood: tired

They held an open house on Wednesday, and I am glad I heard about it. It was awkward conversing with fellow classmates -- elementary school classmates -- several of whom I have not seen since we graduated forty years ago this spring. I just wanted to wander the halls. It was a bit too much.

Stretches: yes
Water: yes
Weight: 165 lbs. (-0-)

That was where I embarrassed myself during the utensil walk. That was where I shat myself doing sit-ups. That's the room where they taught me how not to lisp. That was where I told Tracy she was chopped. Where I learned that Santa's crystal ball was fake. Where I wrote on the mirror with soap and got sent to the office and saw the paddle with nails in it. Where we held the disco.

Planks: yes
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: TBA

Five years, from age six to ten, is all of your life when you are ten, and I spent them in that building.

Wednesday, May 20, 2026

Don't it get you moving?


Winding down the school year, lots of teaching, making up for those who walked out. My love departs this weekend, on a work trip (and side vacation) and she will be gone for two weeks. Have we ever been apart so long?

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 26:50
Pace: 8:39

The past several days have been hot! Today, it is cool. And I don't care for cool.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 51°
Climate: light rain
Mood: muddy headed

May 20, 2012
160-169 BPM Playlist
Where Nowhere Is - Hoodoo Gurus
I've Done Everything For You - Rick Springfield
Magical Mystery Tour - The Beatles
Urinetown from "Urinetown"
I'm Your Baby Tonight - Whitney Houston
Still Breathin' from "Warriors"
Classical Gas - Mason Williams
The Boys Are Back in Town - Thin Lizzie
I'm Alright - Kenny Loggins

I feel a bit aimless on day's like today, like I didn't want to run because it was cool. But it wasn't that cool, and the rain was very light. And I chose a bpm list, one which would keep me moving, just the right speed. And I ran back-to-back nine minute miles, which is just fine. Better than fine.

I fret over gaining weight. I must admit, I am also afraid of having chest pains (I have never had chest pains) and yet, here I am, running every other day and I feel great. What am I so worried about?

Stretches: 
Water: 
Weight: 165 lbs. (-5.0)

Ten years ago today, I ran my second marathon, and the first when I broke four hours. That day was too hot, too. Nothing is perfect.

Planks: yes
Push-ups: TBA
Sit-Ups: yes

Monday, May 18, 2026

Why do you feel so underrated?

In-person callbacks. I hope we all survive.

Distance: 3.1 miles
Duration: 27:49
Pace: 8:58

Make sure those earbuds are charged, my friend.

Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 71° 
Climate: clear & warm
Mood: hopeful?

Suddenly, summer.

Stretches: 
Water: yes
Weight: 170 lbs. (+7.0)

Planks: TBA
Push-ups: yes
Sit-Ups: yes

What's That Lyric?
Banquet - Bloc Party