So play the resurrector and give the dead some life.

Hello, darkness.

What do you do. What do you do when your heart is no longer in it. When you are tired, and you don't even know why you are tired. When you are sad and entirely angry at the same time. When you are sad that you haven't run in three days, and entirely uninterested in running ever again. When you are so sorry and yet so resentful. When it all seems so pointless, not just running, but absolutely everything. What do you do.

It's not even a question. No one can provide answer so there's no point in even connecting. It's all fucking stupid. I just fucking hate everything because i fucking love everything but none of it matters.

There's no one home and nothing to do. I'm going for a run.

Distance: 9 miles
Duration: 1:18:05
Pace: 8:40
Route: Forest Hill to Heights High to Cain Park and Back
Temperature: 70° → 67°
Climate: cool
Mood: bad
Stretches: no
Water: yes

That was supposed to make me feel better, to energize me and make me feel alive. It didn't.

Baseline: 179.5 lbs.
Today: 167.5 lbs. (+1.5)
Goal: 160 lbs.

What's That Lyric?
Check the Rhime - A Tribe Called Quest