Friends and neighbors ... 58* Playlists for 57 Years (1967-2023).
Nothing Left to Lose
Run a Red Light (164 bpm)
Caution to the Wind
When You Mess Up
Time and Time Again
No One Knows We're Dancing
Lost
Forever
Interior Space
Karaoke (160 bpm)
And none of you told me.
What is 2023? Our youngest child will graduate from high school. I achieve a Masters degree. The eldest spent a semester in Costa Rica. My wife is the happiest she has ever been, working in a bookstore. What will the rest of the year bring? No idea. Being hopeful is tinged with fear, knowing it can all come so swiftly to a screeching halt. We will do our best to look forward.
Since the pandemic, I have been developing sties with disheartening regularity. My left lid has been red and swollen for two weeks. It even healed for a bit and then regained strength. This had never been a problem for me before and now it's part of my existence. Sigh.
I begin with anxiety. There are many reasons for this. Because it's later than I hoped to get out. Because it is raining a little, and I hope it will not rain more. Because of writing. Because of not writing. Because of professional uncertainty, that's vague enough. And because I am about to listen to the entirety of a new album from an act I love who have not recorded new music since I was thirty years old and I hope it goes well.
The entire album is only thirty-five minutes long. Perfect for a run through the park.
Fuse (2023) |
"I lost my mother / then I just lost it."
fuse fuze / (fjuːz) /
n. device by which an explosive charge is ignited
v. to become united
n. device by which an explosive charge is ignited
v. to become united
Oh, Tracey and Ben. I have missed you very much.
Distance: 3.8 miles
Duration: 35:34Pace: 9:20
Route: Forest Hill Loop
Temperature: 54°
Climate: light rain
Climate: light rain
Pavement: wet
Mood: much better
Stretches: yes
Abdominals:
Mood: much better
Stretches: yes
Abdominals:
Upper body: 10 reps.
Water: yes
Water: yes
Breakfast: coffee w/cream, Haribo Starmix (well?)
Coffee Break: latte w/oatmilk
Lunch: nigiri & roll sushi, salad
Treat: more Starmix, banana, Twizzlers (Jesus)
Dinner: lemon chicken, bok choy over rice, scallion pancake
Oh my God, this woman handed me a dozen fun size Twizzlers and I ate them. I have had so much sugar today. Total backslide. Damn.
Baseline: 195 lbs.
Current: 177.5 lbs. (-1.0)
Goal: 175 lbs.
What's next?